The Circus Clown

[spoken] “This is a song about innocence lost”

Oh girl, I don’t know all the reasons why
I found the answer looking in your eye
I go out walking all day long
Take away this lonely man, soon he will be gone
Cause I’ll tell you everything about living free
Yes, I can see you girl
Can you see me?

You don’t need to know what i do all day
It’s as much as I know
Watch it waste away
Cause I’ll tell you everything about livin’ free
Yes, I can see you girl
Can you see me?

Go and see the sorcerer, look into the ball
You may find the answer written on the wall
Look at what’s inside her
Can you see the answer?

Put her on a mansion on top of a hill
Please don’t make her do the things against her will
I found something special
I don’t know why
Looking into her pretty little eye
Cause I’ll tell you everything about being free

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can’t feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late, too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado

It’s been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy
Still miss you, baby
It was real
It was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that’s left is,
All these ashes

Where does the love go
I don’t know
When it’s all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you’ve just become like everything
I’ll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean

In a dream, you appear
For a while, you were here
So I keep sleeping,
Just to keep you with me
I’ll draw a map,
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I’m missing,
I’ll keep reliving

Where does the love go,
I don’t know
When it’s all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you’ve just become like everything
I’ll never find again,
At the bottom of the ocean

This is it
Let go
Breathe

You don’t have to love me for me
To baby ever understand
Just know I love the time we both had
And I don’t ever want to see you sad
Be happy
And I don’t wanna hold you
If you don’t wanna tell me you love me babe
Just know I’m gonna have to walk away
I’ll be big enough for both of us to say
Be happy

Be happy

uwwhhh… lamaaa gak nulis blog..
aslina bukan karna sibuk seeh..
tapi emang blum ada niatan aja bwt nulis di hani…
di jonathan apalagi..
hoalaa bwa’annya pengen maen gem tok kalo liat Jo tuh! –>>> FYI, jonathan adala kompie yang ada di-kos2an. Badannya gede, ada stiker ikan-ikan ama bekecot-nya (aduh! gak penting ya??!!!).

Bginilah nasib seorang pekerja yang moody..
namun bagemana lage.. yaah qta lanjoot aja.

hmm.. what are we gonna start with??
Hohoho…. nonton konser Earth Wind n Fire ama emak.
Aduuw seru baneet. Joged2 ampe tulang ekor -mengsle- (aduh, bahasa indonesia-ne apa yao??)

Sayang cuman ber2..
coba kalo mbong ma savy ikuut…
pasti makin asiik. oyy aiyss jugaak…
we missed u in many events!!!
Padahal besokna ujian MJK lhow. Syalala..

dsana while we were waitin for Edwin (dats how we call them — quite short. ga susye2 nyebutna..)
kami ber2 bwa materi MJK, hwakaka sampe dtanya ma embak sbelah qta.
Terang aja, dia mikirna koq aneh banget, orang dari perguruan manaa koq ntn konser pake membawa serta buku mantra. Hehe..

tapi itulah awalna how we met mba’ Reny, dia adalah HRD-nya colors.
Banyak ngobrol2 juga.. soalna orangna lumayan asik, apal pula dia ama lagu2na Edwin.
Ohoo.. dan diantara obrolan qta, biasalaa.. disisipkan obrolan kecil tentang KERJAANN…
ohoo -job- mann… dmana2 kita harus mencari opportunity di bidang yang satu ini!!

Smogaa… dapet job yang oke..bukan boobs-job, lip-job, nose… bl*w (upss…) dan job-job yang laen… hoehe.
Dtawarin jadi receptionist pulaaaaa. aduh, dua-dua dari qta ga ada tampang ataupun bakat kearah situ. blasss… akirna tercipta juga negosiasi,
Hay ‘n Liz:

yang di bidang IT ada gak mbaak….

mbk reny:

hmm… kayakna qta maw buat program bwt HRD gtu…

Hay ‘n Liz:

(Yess!!!)” \(’o')/

Paginyaa… males banet banun… pinggang rasanya copoot… trus capeek…
(syndrome pagi hari hay ‘n Lizz) trus gtu mpe kampus telat lage.
Untung blum kuiss…. hmm… seneng tapi!! (^-^)v

EWF kapan lage yaaa… maen2 ke ksini… pengennnn..

tapi kalo gak ada, Jason Mraz ato Buble bole juga koq. hehe.