It’s been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy
Still miss you, baby
It was real
It was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that’s left is,
All these ashes
Where does the love go
I don’t know
When it’s all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you’ve just become like everything
I’ll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean
In a dream, you appear
For a while, you were here
So I keep sleeping,
Just to keep you with me
I’ll draw a map,
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I’m missing,
I’ll keep reliving
Where does the love go,
I don’t know
When it’s all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you’ve just become like everything
I’ll never find again,
At the bottom of the ocean
This is it
Let go
Breathe
You don’t have to love me for me
To baby ever understand
Just know I love the time we both had
And I don’t ever want to see you sad
Be happy
And I don’t wanna hold you
If you don’t wanna tell me you love me babe
Just know I’m gonna have to walk away
I’ll be big enough for both of us to say
Be happy
Be happy
dah lama ya ga nulis blog 
jadi kangen ama curhat2 ga penting yang biasa kulakukan. hahaa 
beberapa pekan ini lagi sibuk2nya melakukan hal yang bikin pusing: ngoding!
sambil berdoa semua ini segala ini cepet2 berakhir..
fiuh…
hell lot of works… baru kali ini ni kerja rodi ampe ga tidur2,
ampe ketiduran dimeja ‘kerja’,
ampe kekampus ‘kumus2′ ga karuan gara2 keburu2 ngeprint laporan segepok!.
ampe… GENDUTT!!
yah.. itulah yang terjadi pada diriku ini akhir2 ini.
live my life with big sh*ts everywhere in my whole entire body…
i carry them on everyday.. and feels like my body wanna XpLode!!!
gilaa..makin gendut banget diriku, naek 5 kilo!!
bayangkan, kalo beras 5 kilo aja udah bisa jadi jatah 2 bulan anak kos 
fiuh again… 
malem ini ga sperti biasanya, lagi ga dtemenin Liz. She was sleepy, so.. biarkan dia beristirahat barang sejenak. so, it’s just u and me now 
)
sendirian sambil dengerin samsons yg Romansa Cinta jadi agak Ew juga jadi inget masalah “cinta” huwakaakaka >>magic word<<.
siapa ya yang mencintaiku disaat2 sperti ini… humm…
lemme list..
hummm.. yang jelas meu mae.. alias mbokku yang T.O.P be-ge-te.. trus..yaa..bapakku. ya ampun, dua orang itu gila banget kalo soal bikin satisfy anaknya. sampe kadang ga abis pikir aq. humm.. kira2 kita bisa gak ya kya gitu klo punya fam dwe nanti? hehehe tu kan, dah mulae nglantur..
trus..sapa lagi ya? siapa sih yang loves me disaat sperti ini??
waktu butuh bentuin TA juga dia ga ada, waktu butuh temen sharing juga ga ada, waktu butuh temen smsan, dia entah kemana… duh! kenapa ya aq mikirin dia lagi? siall..
yang jelas malem ini gwe sendirian.
dan yang jelas sperti malem2 sbelumnya, aku pengen punya someone yang buat bkeluh kesah, wanna lean on him when i need a shelter, wanna cry out loud in front of him when my day gets tough..
and.. wanna a lot more that normal friends can’t give… sumthin called “PeWe”!!
sigh.. gila juga kalo mikirin soal ini.
mending mikirin yang pasti2 aja. ya gak??!!
(”gaak…” (-,-)…)
tapi gila juga kalo ga mikirin ini. jadwal sidang udah didepan mata, tuntutan disana sini bertubi-tubi. and i have nobody! ada liz sih.. yang always be there for me.. dari mulai jadi tmen cwe yg paling oke buat curhat, ampe jadi suami. hehehe.
so, what more can i ask? i already has liz as her and him. HaHaHa!
udah deh, aq mule ngerjain lagi. doakan selese tepat waktu ya, PEMBACA YANG BUDIMAN!!! doakan saya cepet lulus dari kampus sumpek yang penuh koding memusingkan ini. dapet A po’o reek… biar worthed setara ama jumlah kopi yang kuhabiskan wahaha. ampe gigiku rusak lhow kebanyakan minum kopi.
yasud deh. bye..
so long..
ja!…
mwah! :-*
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